Oneword: Regain

A return to many things or a few. Perhaps a chance or opportunity to return and pay respects. Maybe regain a conversation started, paused and never resumed. Many years ago I wrote amongst these pages, and other filled with starz. I had lost sight of the things around me, before me, and behind me. I could not place a foot softly down for fear of breaking the surface of my fragile world. Some of those scattered here read my words, responded and allowed me to regain it all.

Thank you. You have my respect, and should you need it my words.

R

Oneword: Security

To feel safe and sound. Like someone has your back other than you.  That your have a protector to watch over you.  To feel like nothing is going to get you...financially, with your heart, physically, mentally, emotionally.

oneword: active

I used to be an active, healthy person, then my world completely exploded. My eating turned to crap food, and suddenly there was no time or motivation to work out. I had GUNS. It was awesome. I had abs. Like awesome ones. Also awesome. I shall get there again. I need to focus. Focus on my food, focus on my activeness, and not drink every night. Sounds easy, but right now it is easier said than done. I need help.

oneword: grateful

I have having a really hard time remembering to be grateful lately. I really need to work on that. My life at work is clouded in to-do lists, stress, and there is no peace. I know I should be grateful to have a roof over my head, and have a job, but...I just am not these days. I am constantly stressed and on the verge of a nervous breakdown, or an anxiety attack.

oneword: laughter

I used to be pretty good at making people laugh and entertaining them. Maybe I have gotten too serious. I used to have more patience as well. I find myself losing patience with people in situations that I did not use to lose my patience. Maybe its because they took advantage one time too many. Maybe I just need to work harder, and dig deeper to find that patience...and that laughter.

oneword: flare

Signaling for help. A small sign of hope, or perhaps one of warning. One thought, one moment...can bring it all crashing down in an instant. The threat weighing heavily down upon you. One wrong step...and it could all crumble around you. Hanging on for dear life...you take one last shot, and hope someone out there caught site of it.