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I bounce back and forth like a slow motion Pong tournament, which is rather slow given that the silly Pong ball (more of cube really) always slides across the screen like a drop of nonstick honey. Delayed reaction of a mental sorts. Not like Pong. Pong is reflexive and reactionary and well suited for my delayed mental oscillations. The problem being, as I just stated two sentences ago, Pong is reflexive not mental. So when my actions precede my thoughts (such as in Pong), does it mean that I did think but didn't notice? Cognitive without cognizance?